Over the past few days, sitting at home, I have been wondering!! Yes, just wondering about a whole lot of things. As the summer vacation after semester 2 in MA draws its shutters down, I get ready to resume the busy day to day life in Jadavpur, probably for one last year!!
Yes, this leaves a hunch in myself…this has been the LAST summer vacation for many of us at JU…we have gone through the ups, the downs, the highs and the lows of an extended college life...!! All these years, the semesters used to come and go and one couldn’t wait for the sems to end just for the sake of a huge sigh of relief that finally exams are over….the excruciating days of a semester comes to an end….in fact this feeling used to seep in rite from week 1 of each semester once everyone got to know whats in store!! What is different dis tym for me…is that…without even knowing whats in store in the course contents and syllabi… I embrace the ensuing semester with the absurd desire which cannot be fulfilled that this year to come never ends!!!
However, one should not mistake this strange feeling for just the passionate love for the happy university days, the very benign company that I shall miss hereafter, but also, and yes, weirdly enough, the downs and the lows…the tough times and the pains…the secret tears and the butterflies in the stomachs…regarding people, friends, staff, teachers, exams, seniors, juniors and everything on campus!!! Even if people disagree, I have reason to believe that indeed one will miss the adolescence problems, the small little complications, the fights over exams and everything that once made each of us feel…I HOPE THIS DIDN’T HAPPEN…..which now shall stand to be….HOPE WE CAN RELIVE THOSE MOMENTS AGAIN…!!
Already when I think back on these very small incidents, the justifications, the analyses, the counter points, the proofs and the disapprovals, the fights, the disagreements…all seem to make me smile now, which had once made me THINK…and think day in day out….it had been the motto of life to ESTABLISH your opinion…it had been a motto of life to PROVE your point….it had been a motto of life to feel SAD at petty things and wonder WHY??...it all seems so childish at times…but these things which made you SAD, made you THINK and made you DETERMINED just make you SMILE and nostalgic….I am pretty certain…years after…each of the subjects that I have in mind…will definitely have some impression on every individual and it is to this that I refer to here….it is precisely these things that one would MISS and one would THINK of the most…these are the MEMOIRS from JU-2006-11 that I shall cherish my entire life!!!
Having said all this, I wish to live the last year at JU with a lot of vigor and happiness and try to enjoy every moment…because each moment in the coming year will be a LAST@JU...!!
Cheers to all my Batchmates….May all of you succeed in life!!!!
OBLIVION
9 years ago
2 comments:
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I always knw that you njoyed ur clg life more than ur skl life(expect 11 nd 12.. to sum extent..)
Now, i am confident that i was rite....
hey..even when i read it after a year.. i agree to it and sumhow cant come to terms to the fact that for most of us, its actually over..
nway, nice one..looking forward to more posts :)
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